Well ... I did it. I have thought about getting a tattoo the past few years. My theory was pretty sound. If I every came across a design, idea or symbol that I felt strongly about I would go for it. I figured "something" would present itself if it was meant to be. I seem to have received the double whammy. I came up with two ideas!
The first idea was based on a drawing I made years ago. It's called a mandala (i hope i spelled that right) The mandala was drawn at the end of a three day long breathwork weekend. I won't get into it. Lots of soul searching, meditation and a whole lot more. It was very intense. Our last project, after hours of guided meditation, was to go to a large family room. (It was staged for meditation with lots of dim lights and candles ... and no one was allowed to speak.) In this room were all kinds of art supplies. You were not supposed to really think. just grab paper and let you mind/woul spit out what it was thinking with out YOU judging yourself.
I drew a little girl on a swing. She was happy and carefree with a huge smile on her face. In the background there was a huge sun and a big red heart. A very simple drawing. Looked like one of my first graders drew it.
Bottom line ... that girl was me. I want to play more ... I need to play more and not work so hard. Relax and enjoy life instead of pushing so hard. That is what i have done my whole life. Needless to say I learned a lot about myself that weekend ... framed and picture and have kept that little girl in my thoughts.
That is the tattoo i want. I commissioned Diane Duda, an incredible artist I have come to know on line, to design it for me. I was speechless when I saw the first draft. Just speechless. If you'd like to see it just go to Dudadaze.blogspot.com. I asked for just a few alterations and i am waiting on the final photo any moment now. I am so excited I can hardly contain myself. I will post the final pic as soon as I have it. Now the problem is where do i put it?????
In the meantime ... I came across the chinese symbol that spoke to me. (Kind of went along with the girl on the swing)
The symbols mean childish heart
The pronunciation: tong sin
The top character is child, kid
The bottom character is heart
Don't let anyone EVER tell you that tattoos don't hurt. this tiny sucker hurt sooooo bad!! I think I was in shock. It was worse then child birth. I think I'm a wussy.